There isnt much on my mind lately, except for the fact that my senior year is almost over. The school days never seem to end. I suppose its senioritus.

I feel so... sick. My back and head are pounding, and all I want to do is sleep the remaining 26 days of school away. It seems like my teachers have run out of things to teach us, so they just give us God-awful hard projects to do to take up our time.

It seems I don't get enough sleep. I find it hard to stay awake at school, and even at leisure I find it hard not to sleep. Drawing has been of no interest to me for over a week, and I'm begining to become annoyed with myself.

I lie in bed a lot, staring at a poster of Edward Cullen on my cieling and worrying about tomorrow and when I'm going to get pictures for my stupid English project on the Seven Deadly Sins.

It's a day when you're not in the mood for anything. Remotely.
All you want to do is sleep untill you die.

I know you know what I'm talking about.

For the past week, our class schedule has been messed up because of some stupid testing the Sophomores and Juniors are taking, so I am forced to spend between 85 minutes and 3 hours doing absolutely nothing. I'm sick of watching movies, and I'm sick of reading. I'm sick of spending my lunch periods in the library reading, because of the stupid schedule I dont have lunch with my friends.

I have taken up the Harry Potter series again, and I must say that the 5th book drags forever.

Video games have begun to bore me, and I dont feel up to watching movies that I've seen a million times over. I'm in no mood to talk to my friends on the phone, especially my best friend/prom date who seems to be ingnoring me for some reason.

There's only so much sleep a person can get.

I'm thinking of gagging myself so I wont have to go to school tomorrow. Or eating something to give me diharreha.

My online friends have seem to be buisy of late, so I find no amusement in talking to them.

The weather is getting nicer, and there arent enough hours in the miserable days to fully enjoy it.

Soon June will come and I will graduate and begin down the road to indipendance; a road that scares the shit out of me, but none the less a road I am ready to take on.

My hands feel gross, so I think I'll wash them before I lie in bed for hours trying to get enough sleep to make it through the school day tomorrow.

I think I'll squeeze in another chapter before, however.